I may never know

I was known to be a wreck all my life. The kind who gets angry even for the smallest of things and my college life just made it worse. But all things have an end to it, and it happened to my anger attitude as well. I learnt patience, and every single day my tolerance levels just kept getting better and better. And today i stand here to tell that it has been ages since i have been angry and i am proud about it. I was just wondering what if i had not changed, what if i had still been the same. If that was the case, today would have been a real bad day. REAL BAD DAY. Yet again i was dumped from a person's friend list, and for what reason ? i may never know and yet i don't care. I wasn't angry at being snubbed, i was SAD. Y ? I may never know. Yes, i may never know. People still haven't changed and yet they still continue to propagate that they have. Yet y do they do it ? Y do they still want to fool a FOOL ? I may never know.

P.S : Hope they have realised they are better off without ME.

2010

Finally i remembered i had a blog. Hopefully will start penning down on a more regular basis here on, now that i'm on a 4 month break. Life has changed a lot for me from the last blog i posted here, here I am living in the United Kingdom with no clue why i landed here. It was all down to inspiration though, wanted to prove people wrong. Amazing how it motivates you to do things which you would have never normally done. I was always termed a loser, for the lack of hardwork from my side and yet i still believed i had enough in me to do what others predicted i could never do. The BELIEF, it didnt come from within, it was more from people who seriously believed i had stuff. I wonder where i would be if not for them. I am always indebted to them all my life. From a guy who had arrears almost every semester to a guy who sat hours together in the library to achieve distinctions, i have transformed. A transformation i am proud about :)